NanaaHanaah

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2009-12-04T10:57:00.001+08:00

move on girl.

2009-12-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

moved to tumblr! bt still love blogspot! hehe.

http://nanaahanaah.tumblr.com

zaman sekarang.

2009-11-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

alkisahnya begini.
as a teenager, aku pun ada hak utk suarakan pendapat tentang perihal remaja zmn skrg nie kann.
im not saying tht aku nie 100% perfect. yeah, i admit tht aku nie tergolong dlm golongan remaja yg nakal, keras kepala, degil & mcm2 laa. bt then, aku xla smpai terkena "culture shock".
aku ada tnya kwn2 aku psl niee. apa yg berlaku, smuanya based on our experience lh kn.

CULTURE SHOCK

my friend, Q ever wrote this on her blog.
"How could someone who grows up and further their studies in the same city experience culture shock?"
kalau suda mereka yg tgl d tpt sndiri, terkena culture shock, apatah lg yg berasal dri kmpung kan?
kamu x prasan ka? ada sesetengah org, bila bru smpai bandar, bukan main sopan & ayu2 lagi.
tp bila suda tgl d bndar berminggu2 or berbulan2, apa sudah jadi?
sendiri mau igt lh kan? apa tujuan asal kamu?
eh bkn bermksud kta nie xboleh berseronok, aku sndiri ni as a teenager, mcm org lain jga.
suka berseronok, kdg2 xigt dunia. opppss tapiiii, bukan berseronok d kelab2 mlm or tpt yg xsdap dpndang. hehe. jz berseronok dgn kwn2, karaoke d kbox, tgk wyg n mcm2 lah.
aku suda jmpa bermcm2 ragam manusia spnjg aku hidup sbg remaja niee.
xpyh jauh2 laaa, kwn2 aku sndiri ada mcm2 prangai.
tapi itu yg menyeronokkan bagi aku. aku blh tauuu smuaaa bnda yg aku xtauu.
& yeah, aku sda lalui mcm2 dgn dorg. tp kmi bukan seburuk yg dsgka.
we jz wanna have fun! tp berpada-pada lah.

slh stu sbb aku xmau pndh dri KK nie or blajar luar KK, aku xmau terkena simptom CULTURE SHOCK nie.
ok i admit, aku mmg pnh cuba utk buat sesuatu yg kurg sesuai utk pmpuan mcm aku nie hehe.
tapi aku bersyukur sbb aku ada kwn yg melindungi aku drpd hanyut, & terikut2 dgn trend remaja zaman skrg niee. bkn trend fashion ka apa. tp perangai.

ok, topik nie palingggg best la aku rasa.
BACKSTABBER/BETRAYER

skrg nie, bukan smuanya indah d mata kita. siapa yg pernah rasa smua nie, msti tahu mcmna rasa dikhianat, ditipu, ditikam blkg oleh kwn sndiri kan?
org zaman skrg nie, lebih licik dri zaman dlu kala. zaman nenek moyang kta.
sesetengah org, sgup lakukan apa ja utk dpt apa yg dorg inginkan.
i've been thru this bfore ok. so i knw hw it feel.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts.
bila mereka susah, kta hulurkan bantuan, & always be there for them, tapi, bila mereka sng,
kta nie dlupakann. susah sbnrnya mau cari sahabat yg btul2 setia dgn kita.
jz now, my fren luahkan apa yg jd dgn dia & her friends.
hey, igt2 lah. siapa yg tlg kmu bila kmu ssh? bila x dtolong, mcm2 pula kamu ckp.
huhuhu. xkisah la kalau kwn tue ada salah ka apa, kta nie manusia.
smua pun buat ksilapan sndiri. kta bukan nabi. bukan kta yg tentukan hidup seseorg.
kalau kwn tue dlm kesusahan, apa la slhnya kta tlg. kalau dia ada slah, apa slhnya kta perbetulkan dia? tp jgn sesekali khianat kwn. remember, what goes around comes around.
aku paling anti lah kalau seseorg tue backstab kwn sndiri. apa lg kalau kna d batang hidung sndiri kan? kdg2 bila ada antara kwn2 aku yg gaduh dgn kwn lg stu, aku xtau mau buat apa.
lebih baik berdiam diri. sebab kalau masuk cmpur, mmg tmbh gamat.
mmg lh dlm hati, rasa geram sbb bnda kecik pun bleh jd besar. tp bg aku, dorg nie sda besar.
tau berfikir & tau mcmna mau settle. kalau gaduh lama2 pun, apa yg dorg dpt?
ya, aku sndiri hipokrit dgn org sekeliling. mmg kdg2 aku sndiri xpuas hati dgn kwn2.
tapi, aku xkn ada niat utk tglkan dorg mcm tue ja. aku nie jenis org yg memendam.
mrh dlm hati utk bbrapa saat ja. lama2 aku ok.
aku nie mmg susah utk berterus terang, sbb aku nie tlmpau jaga hati org smpai hati sndiri x terjaga. aku syg dgn kwn2 aku n aku hrp teda sepa antara dorg yg akan khianat aku.
aku xpnh pun ada niat utk susahkan dorg. tp ada terdengar dri seseorg, si polan tue ckp, aku nie menyusahkan dia la. blablabla. ok, aku xtau d mna silap aku. setahu aku, segala kemahuan dia, apa yg dia mnta, smua aku tunaikan tp yalah. aku bukannya manusia sempurna. mgkn aku ada buat slh dgn dia tnpa aku sdar.

tetttttttttt!~ menyimpang sudaaaa. hahaa

FASHION

kalau dri segi fashion, aku mmg suka tgk dorg2 yg fashionable nie.
kdg2 ada yg ngam, kdg2 ada yg termasuk dlm FASHION POLICE.
ada pula yg bertudung, tp pkai sluar pendek. wth?
bgs xpyh pkai tdg. adehhh.

this is my opinion ja. selebihnya mari kta tgk pndapat org lain...

A - ermmmmm mudah mereka terpengaruh dengan budaya lain nieh melalui artis kadang2 jadi durng punya contoh la apa la. hmmmm pas tu entah la kan masih mentah lagi mcm2 la durng mau ikut bah.

B - rmaja skrg rmai yg nda matang, masi kebudak2kan,n budaya bru mnjadi pgaruh dorg. i mean culture shock, freshie kan. aku mcm rsa tggungjwb ibu bpa terhadap ibu bapa ptut dikurangkan. one of my solution is aku try buat bsness or cari kerja.

C - yg aku tngk skrg nie remaja cepat ikut trend lar. contohnya skinny pants n slr camera. slr camera nie bkan lg hobby tp gadget yg harus ada. gadget kan slalunya fon n mp3 n ipod. now slr sdah start tergolong sdah. so kesannya needs n wants remaja makin lama makin expensive. yg jadi mangsa parents. onitsuka tiger n macbeth jenama kasut lelaki yg kini meningkat naik dan menjadi trend.

D - apa yg aku tgk la,bdak zaman skrg lebih bnyak pndedahan compare dgn remaja zaman dahulu,dari bnyak hal,teknologi,sosial,agama,n gaya hidup. sbhgian rmaja,bijak mengambil kesempatan,tp sbhgian mnyalahgunakan kelebihan.

E - nilai2 murni tiada, kurang knowlege means... agama..hehehehe

F - remaja sekarang ni dah makin advance...dari segi kemajuan berfikir..kalau yg maju tu amat di banggakan pencapaian nya,,,dan mundur dari segi akhlak amat susah nak diperbetulkan agar kembali menjadi baik co mudah terpedaya dgn teman2 dan pengaruh alam sekeliling

thnks to syg, awie, & the others fr the opinions..... itu kata mereka. apa pula kata anda?
smua nie cuma luahan hati. bukan utk menegur sesiapa. mmg teda kaitan pun dgn sesiapa.
its jz, aku teda bnda mo buat. so, aku suarakan la apa yg aku rasa skrg. haha.
renung2kan. dan selamat beramal :) haha.

i jz go with the flow.

2009-11-21T10:19:00.003+08:00

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

what do u think of the quotes above?

hee.
i totally agreed wit the quotes. cz ive been through tht bfore.
i mean, come on.. love is unpredictable.
sometimes, we'll fall in love wit strangers or dgn someone yg kta lgsg x sgka.
i know its hard to forget someone yg kta btul2 syg, bt then kalau dh xda jodoh, mo buat mcmna lg kan? me, myself mmg ssh utk fall in love, apa lg kalau sda btul2 sygkan seseorg. bfore this, its hard for me to accept the fact tht the one i loved, easily fall for someone else. mcm2 cara dbuat utk pastikan spya dia balik dgn aku. i even accept her utk jd his 2nd gf. looked how stupid i am. bkn tue ja,
aku sgup jmpa pmpuan tue, & bkwn baik dgn dia.
wahwahwah, mcm hidup bermadu pula padahal blum pun kawin.
i admit, mmg ssh hidup gtu, or shud i say, ssh hidup dgn PLAYBOY!
bkn sekali dua dia buat mcm tue, tp berkali2. until aku pn bosan sndiri & teda feeling suda dgn dia. argghh, wat past, is past. mls mo igt balikk.

tapi, bbrapa bulan after tht, i met someone.
apa yg aku rasa bfore tht, mmg kena blk kat batang hidung aku sndiri. hoho. bt i didnt meant to rampas hak sesapa.
like he said, dia bukan SUAMI org pun. now i know rasanya jd the 3rd person. & slowly, aku semakin fhm apa yg terjd dgn aku masa2 lalu. hehe. if the boyfriend sendiri sda syg org lain, what to do lah kan? kalau dh xda jodoh, so, jz let it go. come on lh, life must go on. u'll find someone better. xkn mo hdup dlm kepura-puraan rite?
thts suckssss. kta xbleh paksa2 org utk sygkan kta sdgkn dlm hati dia, ada org lain. i took the risk utk couple dgn Dz, wlupn at 1st i knw dia milik seseorg. & at the same time, my ex wants me back. msing2 pun ada org lain. bt i chose Dz instead of AH :) im sorry if ada yg terluka or sakit hati dgn apa yg terjd. this is not wat i want or expect. & now kta suda hdup dgn life sndiri, smua pun sdh happy kannnn? i don't give a damn what ppl gonna say or think bout me.
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.......

new day has come :)

2009-11-21T09:21:00.002+08:00

mornin' fellas ;)
i hate saturday. whyyyy?
coz i got nothin to do instead of facebook-ing, eating, bca novel, & bla2.
kalau dlu2, zaman sekolah, went to cp is a MUST! hahaha.
bt fr now, wlupn drive sndiri, tp mood mo jalan tue xda lgsg.

last nite i sleptover @ anaz's hse.
azra & the sisters pun adaaa. mmg gamat la smlm.
tmbh2 dorg berwebcam wit Dzul. hahaha.
ada2 ja dorg crita. balqis n nurin pula sbuk2 on the phone wit him.
xhbs2 ba dorg smlm. plus, dorg p tnya psl c tuuuuuuut. bodownyerr~
haha, nsb laa syg melayaaaaan jaaa hee.
grrr. idk wat to do.

next week balik KP! yeayyyyy!
i cnt waittttt. bt then im not sure tdo sna or not.
cz the next day, i hv to go to Bongawan.
ggrr pusing kepala I memikirkannya.
syg bg offer, dia mo dtg KP ambik aku, bwa p Bongawan. wahh, bestnyerr.
tp xtau lg lah nieee. hrp2 jd.
& then, sundayy nya pula, goin to Macau.
huhuhu. i dont hv the mood utk melancong.
sotnya aku nie. hee.
thnk God its only for 3 days. kalau x, karau laa aku sna.
its my 2nd time pgi sna, jd x la excited sgt.
kn bgs if Anaz ikut skali. at least, ada jga kwn aku. hoho

loving life & life is living :)

2009-11-16T10:57:00.003+08:00

mornin dolls!
:P

i've done my revision tp bruu 3 chapters.
huhuh. more chapters to go.
so yeah, bru ja lps tgk fb arwah EYANN. sdih pula :'(
sda 3 bulan dia meninggalkan kta, rasa mcm bru smlm jmpa dia. hmm.
tgk comment2 dri bf, kwn & family dia, haihh, sdih yg teramat sgt.
tp Tuhan lbih sygkan dia. smoga arwah dtempatkan d kalangan org2 yg beriman. Amin.

so, just now i took a quiz from Fb & this is the result...

Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan
Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik
Berperangai yang lemah lembut
Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea @ mood
Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala
Bersikap sensitif Otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir)
Sukar me...lakukan sesuatu dengan segera
Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh
Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik
Cepat marah & cepat sejuk
Suka bercakap & berdebat
Suka buat lawak & bergurau
Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan
Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan
Orang yang sangat tertib
Pandai mempamerkan sikap
Mudah kecil hati
Mudah kena selsema
Suka berkemas
Cepat rasa bosan
Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet
Kurang mempamerkan perasaan
Lambat nak sembuh apabila terluka hati
Suka kepada barang yang berjenama
Mudah menjadi eksekutif
Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal
Sesiapa yang memuji saya adalah musuh saya tetapi siapa menegur saya adalah kawan saya.

semua nie KAJIAN DR FADZILAH KAMSAH TENTANG SIFAT MANUSIA.
overall mmg btul laaa. yeap, thts me.
im vary, mmg cpt rasa bosan tp bkn dgn BF ok? hehe. memilih & cerewet sbb mahukan yg terbaik. its hard to forget but easy to forgive. sy mmg terkenal dgn sikap suka menangguh2. hehe. xpnh la mo punctual & paling stubborn, & sensitive laaa. haha,

& lets see result my syg pula.

Suka berlawak
Mudah tertawan kepadanya
Sopan santun dan caring terhadap orang lain
Berani dan tidak tahu takut
Orangnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan
Pandai pujuk orang lain
Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego
Nilai harga diri y...ang sangat tinggi
Dahagakan pujian
Semangat juang yang luar biasa
Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk
Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan
Sangat cemburu
Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti
Cepat berfikir
Fikiran yang berdikari
Suka memimpin & dipimpin
Sifat suka berangan Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat
Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk
Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit
Belajar untuk relax
Sikap kelam kabut Romantik, pengasih & penyayang
Suka mencari kawan.

soooo trueeee ahhhh. hehehe.
itulah Dzulrezan ku :D
kmi mmg berbeza tp sehati & sejiwa. haha.
ba okayy, BACK TO STUDY!

bbye@

Dear dzul :)

2009-11-16T10:10:00.000+08:00

I just can't control myself,
I can't be with no one else,
it seems I'm addicted to the way you like to touch me
I don't think they understand,
why I love at your command,
from the words you speak,
so deep our bodies meet I had to have you,

I love you, you're perfect,
a manifestation of my dreams,
you make my body feel,
about a million different things

I think God made you for me,
a mix of passion and fidelity,
baby you're so complete,
I write this song to let you know,
that you will always be to me
my lust, my love, my man, my child, my friend, and my king

I love you, you're perfect,
a manifestation of my dreams,
you make my body feel,
about a million different things
there's no way I'd leave you, it's just not a reality,
sometimes I feel like I'm living in a fantasy.

If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.

2009-11-14T10:19:00.002+08:00

today, dzul is goin back to bfort.
finally, he got a job.
& mksdnya, he's gonna stay there for a looooong time.
hmmmm.
this morning, i had a breakfast wit him.
last breakfst bfore dia jalan. at least, dpt jga jmpaaa. hee.
ohh, i missed him already.
:'(
rite now, he's on the way to bfort.
kerja bgus2 ah syg! awas kalau naughty2 sna!

grrr, i shud be studying rite now. my paper is on wed.
bt i dont hv the mood to do revision. eeee.
lazy NANA.

next destination. MACAU-HK

2009-11-11T11:42:00.002+08:00

on 29th nov, i'll be going to Macau & HK.
urghh, malassshhhnyerrr.
i don wanna leave my syg here in KK.
i hope dia blk Weston. so tht x jg dia sunyi d KK nie.
alaaa, pgi sna only fr 3 days.
the last vacation fr this year. hehe.
baaaaaa, i shud get ready rite now.
waiting for dyg to fetch mua.

bbyeeee!

semuanya bermula d FACEBOOK :) 19th MAY 2009

2009-11-09T19:31:00.004+08:00

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 7:47pm

hallooopppp

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 7:48pm

oh hiii :)

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 7:49pm

haiiii...apa khbr sihat ka???
eh sal aku tak dpt chat ni ah???hehehehehe

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 7:50pm

sihatt..
hm mgkn ko nda appear online kali.
ghehe

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 7:52pm

maksud ko appear online tu mcm mana??? hehehehe

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 7:53pm

ko ckp nda dpt chat kan? mksud ko chat dkt fb? yg d bwah tue?

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 7:57pm

ya la.....tiap kali aku mau chat jak ....trus...tiba2 off9 kmu orng...hehehe

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 7:58pm

aik? haha. aku online pun hehe

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 7:59pm

ya la...tp bila aku klik jak kan...tiba2 pula off9 tu....huhu
tekanan ni...gheheheheh

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 8:00pm

ermmmm cuba ko chat ngan aku...sana...hehehehe

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 8:01pm

aik? teda pn ko d chatbox tue

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 8:02pm

ah???
ermmmmm hehehehehe
ndak apa la...hehehe
eh sapa nama nieh.>????
nanaa ka????

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 8:03pm

ya..
nanaaaa.
ko? hehe

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 8:07pm

aku pngil jak zul....hehehehe
ermmmmm tq ah.....

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 8:17pm

oh hye zul.
hehehe :)
tq psl apa?

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 8:18pm

hye.....tq sal ermmmmm jd mamber la.....hehehe

Nanaa Hanaah M May 19 at 8:19pm

ohh hehe
no problem baa.
apa gna fb
:P

Dzulrezan Ewanzul May 19 at 8:25pm

ya la...hehehehe

hehe, itu laaa msg pertama :) yg lain tu nda pyh laa. hehe ;)
btw, after msg2 tue, 2months gtu, kmi teda contact lgsg.
until july kmi contact blk. jd rapat d fb, then ym, then pndai pula tkar2 no phone.
since then, kmi jd KWN BAIK. i shared wit him everything
& he told me everything bout his life :)
actually ndatau mo post apa. tba2 cek d inbox, msi ada pula msg nieee.
LOVE YOU syg!!

my life would suck without u.

2009-11-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

idk what to think rite now.
im on PMS!
every single thing menyakitkn hati aku.
aku xtau laaa mo ckp apa sda.
drpd cursing x henti2, bgs aku ddk diam2.
smua pn serba x kena.
smpai i deactivated my facebook.

bodow kan. huh!
what am i thinking??
i need someone to talk to!
NO! i dont need anyone!
i jz need to be alone!
i think no one cannot be trusted.
my life is so difficult & complicated.
no one will understnds me.

Forget your personal tragedy. We are all bitched from the start and you especially have to be hurt like hell before you can write seriously. But when you get the damned hurt, use it-don't cheat with it.

happy sunday!

2009-11-01T13:37:00.004+08:00

last nite went to 7th Patron's Gala Nite @ Magellan Sutera.
the event ws ok2 lh jg. i juz wanna watch erra's performance ja, thts y i pgi.
hehe. but sadly, xdpt ambik gmbr dgn dia cz shes tired.
perhaps shes worried bout her baby, thts y mcm clumsy ja dia last nite.
apa2 pun, she looked gorgeous & stunning last nite!

the nuruls

the sisters

intan & nurul ain

me & nurul masyirah

anywaysss, today is my 3rd monthsarry with dzulrezan.
hopefully our relationship will last forever.
eventhough im not the type of person yg believe in "forever" but yeah, sepa yg xmo happy
smpai bila2 rite? hehe.

hm, ohyea, last week i went to papar, staying at dyg's place.
1st day tue sandi lh cz trus jtuh sakit. thnk God dyg brought me to clinic cpt2, if not,
xtauu lh mcmna hehe.
& then the next day, i met my syg.
besttttt sgttt ;)
but sadly, now he's sick.
ntah pnyakit apa tue. ciku kunyah ka apa.
weird kan? idk lh. but hopefully he'll get better soon.
i love u syg :)

urgghh,
& lots lots lotsa thing yg jd.
&& malaaaaaaaaaaaas mo igt blk.
let it be lh.
i dont give a damn! heeee.
bh, hv a nice sunday ppl!
bbyeee

baby come back to me.

2009-10-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

hi there bloggers!
well, yesterday (24th oct) ws mum's, miey's & wani's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!
so we went to Chempaka Sq to celebs miey's bday.
the theme is RETRO 80's & 90's.
bt i dun think my outfit ikut tema. haha. hntam lh labu.
the party ws great. we karaoke-ing, dancing & eating of course.
eventhough some of miey's frens cudnt come, but the PEDETZ gang haruss adaaa yaa.
kalau kami ja ada mmg gamat jadinya hehe.

SHYAMIMIE - the bday girl

& yeah, last nite we sleptover @ dyg's hse.
me & kee ja lh. & we celebs agen miey's bday @ somewhere. shh. cnot tell nyone. hoho
jz having fun ja lh. :P
& last nite mmg sweet memory, sgt2 sweettt :P thnks syg. hehe.
hm, apa lg ah?
idk wat to write. im jz tired. last nite i slept for 3 hours ony.
thnks dyg for cookin for us @ 2am. mcm sahur ja; hoho.
hm, my syg dh blk weston. tgl lh aku d sni. kesunyian hahaha.
2mrw i got xtra class @ 12.30pm. grrrrr!!~
mo jga buat xtra classs. huhu.
assignmnt lagiiiiiiiiiii :(:(:(
eeeeeeeeee.

ba gtg. seee yah~!

2009-10-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them,
and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't
love them. You can fall in love with a complete stranger in a
heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart
to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw
that pass at you.

test!test!

2009-10-13T17:05:00.002+08:00

i woke up early this morning.
tp tdo balik. hehe
last nite pn tdo awal. bfore 12am.
usually akan bergayut wit my syg until 1 or 2 am tp last nite dia sakit :(
so today, i got class at 2.45pm bt i came earlier cz boring ddk d rumah. hehe
bout 12++ pm gtu smpai unitar then bgosip wit my girlfriends.
blablablablabla, malar dorg ketawaaaaa.
tgk la krg mlm ada la nie yg menangis haha
then dorg temankan lunch d asiana. jam 2.30pm gtu, pgi klas.
me n kama discuss bout our assignmnt then suddnly she said ada test today.
wtf???? astaga, hw cn i be prepare sdgkn klas strts on 2.45? gila lahh!
sda la last previous class i didnt attend. hoho
the test was really hard smpai headache dbuatnya.
i dun even know wht to wrte. hntam ja lh.
one quest aku x jwb. hahaha
mmg buang masa lh dtg awal td, kalau tau ada test, mmg aku study sda tue. hee~
& now im tired n need some rest!
chowww~

this is not fair!

2009-10-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

how could this happen to me?!

“I have learned now that while those who speak about one’s miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more.”

2009-10-10T00:02:00.005+08:00

as usual, i cant sleep.
padahal, hari niee hari yg sgt2 memenatkan.
hm, td pegi cari dress for the annual dinner.
hampaaaaa, teda pn yg menarik hati.
smpai ke 1b plak tue. nvm la. esk smbung lg hehe.

btw, ntah napa.
aku tergerak hati mo tgk fb c F.
status2 dia tue. haihhh
buat aku rasa serba salah.
smua niee salah aku ka tba2 muncul dlm hbgn org?
ok, i nver tell anyone on my blog bout hw i couple wit Z kan?
cuz i knw, ppl will blame me. its complicated baaa.
i knw apa dia rasa cz ive been through this bfore.
mcm xadil pula kan?
sometimes i feel like i wanna run run run awaayyyy.
jd xggu hidup sesiapa. :(
bkn aku mau smua nie jd gini.
but every single nite aku fikir ja pasal niee.
i jz wana tell the world yg aku teda niat mo ggu hbgn dorg or sesiapa pun.
haih smua ne kan bleh buat aku jd gila tau.
smua bnda yg aku buat xkena.
ini salah, itu salah. xtau laa hoho
im trying to be the perfect gf.
i want the best for him. i love him so much!
tp bayangan c F tue tetap adaaaa. huh!
ntahlaaa~

i hope she'll find someone better.
hmmm~!

i knw i shouldnt check on her fb lg.
nnt diri sndiri sakit hati, tp ntahlaa huhuhuh

goodnite.

honey tue kan manis?

2009-10-06T17:59:00.003+08:00

hel-oh.

sapa ada dgr hot fm am crew pagi td?
hee, its bout a girl, yg tia kisah dirinya diduakan.
wah, kalau smua perempuan mcm tue d dunia nie, mgkn aman sikit kan? haha
well, bf dia nie dua kali curang dgn dia. tp dia tetap maafkan perbuatan bf dia tue.
nak tau napa? psl bf dia slalu bg dia ayat2 power smpai dia cair n bg peluang dgn bf dia tue.
i wonder, apa yg ada dlm kepala hotak lelaki zaman sekarang nie ah? haha.
ive been through this bfore tp lg teruk lah. bkn 2 kali tp berkali-kali.
mmg sakit & trust me, u'll never want to hv this kind of feeling. its sux u knw.
aku sda pernah jd org yg ptama & yg kdua. if u get wat i mean.
i dont hv to tell the world la kn tp smua nie jd pengajaran buat aku. hehe
& plg sandi la kn, pmpuan yg d hot fm tue ckp.
bila dia kna tnya "kalau lps nie dia buat lg apa awak akan buat?"
"takpe lah. madu tue kan manis?"
waaaaat? dia sgup lg tue bermadu. haha.
mmg sot suda kali tue pmpuan.
tp biar laaaaaa. tu hal dia, bkn hal aku.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaa ok tue jaaala mo crita.

i want my zul!!! :(
cptla syg blk! huhu

only God knows....

2009-10-06T09:43:00.002+08:00

What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

goodnite & sweetdreams

2009-10-06T01:52:00.002+08:00

oh hello peeps.
i hope its not too late to wish ya'll
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
yeah, its been ages since i wrote my last post kan.
malas bahh & i dont hv much time to update my blog.
malar d fb ja hehe.
& also, byk bnda terjadi spnjg blog ini tidak d update.
i dont have to share or tell the world lah kan?
bcause, its already past.
i dont wanna look back. & blablabla :)

so, maybe tomorrw syg will be going back to weston.
& saya lonely lah dsini.
thnk God ada kwn2 ku yg gila2 adaaaaa. jd ada la pengubat rndu hehe

hm.
im not supposed to be on9 rite now.
haha, if zul tau nie matai naaa.
i should sleep! tomorrw's gonna be a crazy day for me.
i got class la pula kan? haha.

k goodnite!

will be missing u "ramadhan"

2009-09-19T09:36:00.003+08:00

salam friends..

:)

so ystrdy ws a crazy day fr me.
bz gilaaaaa~ gila pn x bz mcm aku. haha
dri pagi, smpai malam ada ja kerja yg disuruh.
hm lets see my ystrdy's schedule.

morning -

sent kee to college,
brought mama to pasar,
fetch kee frm college.

afternoon -

gt rest 4 awhile.

evening -

sent kakak to bustop,
bought cat's food @ giant,
sent uncle pawi's kuih raya,
went to kk to meet Z tp tpksa patah blk cz traffic jam yg gilaaaa!! & gt to rush to the airport to fetch wawan's parents.they landed @ 4.30 pm,
direct pgi hyatt utk sungkai. suddnly tjmpa ramai kwn. esp babu Qeel. Pudin's family pn ada, my long lost friend hameza & family, masyirah & family, my mum's cousins & blablabla.

after sungkai -

fetch anaz @ the airport, met abg effni & kak ayu. anaz stu flight wit puteri & mel.
then went back to hyatt again cz anaz blum sungkai.
my dad's car gt a prob wit the idk laaa. er, uncle yg drve smpai rumah. then my mum marah. blablabla. mcm la slh aku kreta tu rosak. thnks to everyone yg backing aku hehehe.
then mum asked me n kee to go to the sunny to buy cat's sand. time tue jam 10mlm sda.

DAMN TIRED!today xtau lg apa keja aku.
wanna go to saloon! esk raya budu. ahaha
ba bbye~

hello world :)

2009-09-17T00:15:00.004+08:00

hey hey.

well today, me, bf, cousins & friends were having our "sungkai" at Grace Point.
wlupn cuma 12 org, yg lain cudnt make it, ok2 jga laaa.
sda laaa mnuman pn lmbt smpai, haih byk jaaa yg jd. hahaha.
then, afta fin eating, kmi smua bkumpul d tugu peringatan snaaaaaaaaaaa.
best!!! photoshoot dgn drg smuaaa. wee~ thnks alot wie, ko lah kzen terbaik. haha.
overall, ok laa. really had a great times wit them all.
len kali buat lagii yerrr.
&& dpt jmpa sarah td :) ehehe

& ohyea, me & Dzul brabis pula kan photoshoot td.
haha. thnks again awie :)

how you love me now?

2009-09-11T14:53:00.001+08:00

SUNGKAI.

2009-09-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

so lst nite, aunty jijah n acan invited us to bbka posa @ hyatt hotel mmndangkan last friday kmi x dpt join the whole family sungkai sna. kee oso join us. the food ws okay laa. sdap jga. ada jga tjmpa kwn2 yg dkenali. && oh yeah, EBI AF pn sungkai sna jga wit his family. hehe. hmm, wat else ah?
yaaaa, my mum sda strt buat kuih raya, yeah tmbh semangat ne ba utk beraya. except fr baju raya blum lg ambik. hopefully ok & teda cacat cela. this time buat baju simple2 jaaaa. hhe.
cnt wait fr rayaaa. balik kampungggg. 1st day raya d mmbkut, then ptg tue blk KP. 2nd day of raya kmi buat open hse! yeayy cnt wait mo kumpul2 dgn familyyy. hehe. hm im worried bout my exam. mmg la lama lg, tp btul2 risau. wlupn 1subj ja, tp x confident sgt bleh dpt A. haihh, "STOP BEING LAZY NANA!!" next year ambik degree sdaaaaa. nahh, tmbh mencabar! hoho. well wt cn i say? sbr ja la kan? tpksa struggle! you cn do it NANA! hahaha. wat am i merepek nie? ok lahhhh, thts all! bbyeeee!!

insomnia

2009-09-10T01:07:00.004+08:00

i cant sleep tonite.
so thts y im still online tgh mlm2 buta nieee.
snap pic, & then blogging.
ntah apa2. hoho
im missing my dear Z :(
wondering if dia dh tdo or blum.
gila2 pula kmi kan begayut smpai 2 jam lbih.
ketawa2, crita2 smpai cramp ba ppi. hahha.
well wat cn i say... im dangerously in love wit him. hahahhaa

anyway, ive read this book entitled '101 best ways tp stay together'
simple tips in short n easy reading.. not new information but often forgotten n overlooked point.
ok2 jga la buku nieee. esp for the couple.
u shud buy one lh. :)

warghhh i shud sleep rite now.
eyeback makin menjadi2.
mo sahur lg nie.
hee, ok then.
gooodniteeee.

p/s : addina, if u read this, ive changed my email already.
please invite me to ur blog ok? hehe.
nanaahanaah@yahoo.com